October 22, 2009

Kurtis

Today I had a dream that my friend who stopped talking to me last year passed away.  I woke up really pissed off that despite my attempts to reconcile, he does not want to be in contact with me, so even if I wanted to make amends so that things aren’t unresolved, I couldn’t because it’s totally beyond my control.  So frustrating!  I sent an email to him when I woke up. I do every six months or so to let him know I’m here if he needs me.  Blah. I am not used to losing friends, besides the drifting apart method. I’m pretty used to that one.

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